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As she pulls away from me, I do my best to take in everything from the feeling of which has stirred in my heart, to the scent of the woman who reignited my heart, The warmth that has filled me, and the memory of the soft caress of her hand, as she lets go. Fading back into the dark, she looks over her shoulder, in her soft voice she says one word "Soon" as she fades from view. Shortly after this images has faded, I feel another warmth upon my skin. I open my eyes to see the sun peering into my room, letting me know it is the start of another day. My mind tried desperately to retain her memory, but my heart aches as it holds onto the memory of the feeling it had only moments ago. now knowing what I must find, It will tell me when I have found the one I should be with. even if it is not the one who was in the dream. Returning to reality, I get up and start my day, now with a purpose. Giving myself a small smile in the mirror, I whisper to myself, "Thank you"
This fire has been lit, now I must find the one for whom it burns for...
Honestly, writing this story more than any other has been more therapeutic for me than anything else, as I need something to remind me that I need to search for my own someone, and recalling that feeling I had that one day helped me remember what I am searching for. I know not what would truly bring that feeling about, I only hope I find her soon. I know you said it will take time, but it has been 8 years since I have known someone, and I can only hope whomever finds me, will be able to break through that wall that has built back up. I do thank you both for hearing me out, and letting me add something to your work. how little I can. I will keep checking for more photos, (and there are still a few I need to write for) Ido hope you both enjoy me stories, Mind you, I tend to forget what I have written once it is down on paper, or sent off. so I may have to re-read what I have written, as I tend to write what I'm feeling at the time, and in some cases may not make sense to me, even though I was the one who wrote it.
I hope you both have a great week, Take care
David
"If I may add something. The dissertation evoked my emotions. They were not of joy or sadness, but were overwhelming. Yes, I am honoured to be the love of Geoff's life as he is to me. I feel honoured to have been the subject and inspiration of such beautiful words and a memorable scene that unravelled layer by layer like an onion seduced by the sweetness of milk and honey. Thank you."
But in that one instance, again having not said a word, she had broken that wall, and awaken those feelings. It had given my a hunger i had not felt, a need to feel that way again. But also refreshed the memory of what it should feel like to love someone completely. But again, she was taken, I did congratulate the man who held her heart, and who's heart she held. I am a man who can recognize love, but also a man who would not intrude on a love or happiness of others. So my sincere congratulations to you both. It is a true honor to know you both, even if only through this medium. I do not need to wish you luck, as you both have all you will ever need in each other.
Til next time, may my stories help inspire new visions of beauty for you to create.
Kat would be thrilled if you were moved to write one of your stories - she reads each one you write
(story to follow)
I must say it did take me over 30 years to find Kat!