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Another in the recent shoot I did with my beloved Kat. I asked her what title she'd like for it and without hesitating she said "Lover and Muse" - couldn't be a more perfect title :-)

More of Kat:
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Shot with model lamp lit softboxes either side of Kat.
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=Midnight-Vanguard Oct 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
There is a vision of beauty, one of which I have never known before. In a world of such beauty in it's own right, this vision surpasses all others by far. It not only bring warmth to this wandering heart, but fills it with such a feeling that cannot be described, but only felt. Her eyes, burn deeply into your soul, stirring feelings I have not even known where there. Giving me such insight into the depth of what the human heart can feel. With hair that seems to flow effortlessly to frame such a radiant face, it could burn itself into my eyes, blinding me of all other things in this world. The warmth I now feel in my heart stirs even more intensely as the touch of her hand takes mine, the softness of her finger as they interlace in mine, are so welcoming, it is as if to take me to a place that so few have been. as her other hand lands upon my chest, I can now feel her breath upon my skin, as she bring my into her arms, holding me to her as if she would never wish to let me go. a kiss upon the cheek burns me with the desire within my soul. I know not if it is just her presence, ot the intent my own body has sensed from hers. she welcome my touch as she bring my hand to trace her body, every curve, and crevice. Cupping her face with one hand, I run my fingers through her hair, feeling how smoothly it flows through my fingers. Looking into her eyes, I see a longing for something I know not if I could ever truly give. It is an offer no other could truly every refuse, but with my own doubts about if I could every truly give her everything she wanted, as she deserved everything she would ever want of need. As she pulls me in, her lips part a little, and bring my own into them, giving me the confidence to return such a kiss, offering what I can in return, I pull her to me, embracing her as my own. Bringing my own intensity to the embrace, pulling her to me, not wanting to let her go, feeling every inch we share, the warmth flowing between us, giving me something I have not known for a long time. The true connection that two people can ever have. With almost a sad look in her eyes, she gives me one more embrace, Kissing me once more, although not as intensely, but as true of a kiss as the one before, she then kisses me on my forehead, running her fingers through my hair, giving me a reassuring look, and a smile. She whispers in my ear, "It will not be me, but soon you will have this feeling return to you, when you feel it again, you will know she is who will truly be yours"

As she pulls away from me, I do my best to take in everything from the feeling of which has stirred in my heart, to the scent of the woman who reignited my heart, The warmth that has filled me, and the memory of the soft caress of her hand, as she lets go. Fading back into the dark, she looks over her shoulder, in her soft voice she says one word "Soon" as she fades from view. Shortly after this images has faded, I feel another warmth upon my skin. I open my eyes to see the sun peering into my room, letting me know it is the start of another day. My mind tried desperately to retain her memory, but my heart aches as it holds onto the memory of the feeling it had only moments ago. now knowing what I must find, It will tell me when I have found the one I should be with. even if it is not the one who was in the dream. Returning to reality, I get up and start my day, now with a purpose. Giving myself a small smile in the mirror, I whisper to myself, "Thank you"

This fire has been lit, now I must find the one for whom it burns for...
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Mood: Optimism =Midnight-Vanguard Oct 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
As for Kat, This part of her shows in her eyes, within the photo, they are one of the things I look for, or at least look into, in order to draw upon whatever feeling may have been shown. Now I am not one who can read anyone's body in the way some can and know what they are thinking, I just study what I can when I look at a photo, as I do with many of your photos. Trying to pull the story from the photo itself, weather it is the intent of the photo, or something that may not have been thought of. In Kat, I see a somewhat kindred spirit, and knowing just by the way you refer to her, and with such reverence, It would not have been without reason. So bringing her feelings to light was mainly a guess, but in many cases, I tend to guess correctly. This story was mainly a take on that experience, and sharing what had happen to me, and again what I figured she would do in the situation.

Honestly, writing this story more than any other has been more therapeutic for me than anything else, as I need something to remind me that I need to search for my own someone, and recalling that feeling I had that one day helped me remember what I am searching for. I know not what would truly bring that feeling about, I only hope I find her soon. I know you said it will take time, but it has been 8 years since I have known someone, and I can only hope whomever finds me, will be able to break through that wall that has built back up. I do thank you both for hearing me out, and letting me add something to your work. how little I can. I will keep checking for more photos, (and there are still a few I need to write for) Ido hope you both enjoy me stories, Mind you, I tend to forget what I have written once it is down on paper, or sent off. so I may have to re-read what I have written, as I tend to write what I'm feeling at the time, and in some cases may not make sense to me, even though I was the one who wrote it.


I hope you both have a great week, Take care


David
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David Kat was very moved by what you wrote - she couldn't believe someone she has never met could so clearly grasp a part of who she is. She asked me to pass on this comment to you:

"If I may add something. The dissertation evoked my emotions. They were not of joy or sadness, but were overwhelming. Yes, I am honoured to be the love of Geoff's life as he is to me. I feel honoured to have been the subject and inspiration of such beautiful words and a memorable scene that unravelled layer by layer like an onion seduced by the sweetness of milk and honey. Thank you."

:-)
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=Midnight-Vanguard Oct 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I did have an experience close to this, although not in a dream is, and no physical contact. Just the presence of someone I had just met, (come to find out she was married, so I had kept my distance.) Just the sight of her, and her presence had invoked sucb a feeling that i have not felt in a long time. It was a feeling i had known of love. But had forgotten what it had felt like. I t was hard for me to continue to work the event that she was apart of, for she had broken through the wall that i had built up around my heart, that was there not only to protect me, but support me through the days of loneliness for which i had grown accustom to.

But in that one instance, again having not said a word, she had broken that wall, and awaken those feelings. It had given my a hunger i had not felt, a need to feel that way again. But also refreshed the memory of what it should feel like to love someone completely. But again, she was taken, I did congratulate the man who held her heart, and who's heart she held. I am a man who can recognize love, but also a man who would not intrude on a love or happiness of others. So my sincere congratulations to you both. It is a true honor to know you both, even if only through this medium. I do not need to wish you luck, as you both have all you will ever need in each other.

Til next time, may my stories help inspire new visions of beauty for you to create.
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=Midnight-Vanguard Oct 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I hope this mean she is yours, if not... WHY NOT.... almost hesitant to tell this story... But I will say, Very beautiful, and a very lucky man who is the one who holds her heart.
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Well this man is honoured to say he does and she is - I'm the luckiest guy alive - love her madly :-)
Kat would be thrilled if you were moved to write one of your stories - she reads each one you write :-)
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=Midnight-Vanguard Oct 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ok... Just so you know, I would right it as if she was mine... Just to get the thoughts of the story out... But I must congratulate you, and admit my envy... (she have a single sister??)

(story to follow)
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Yes of course - no problem at all. Hehe - yeah I'm pretty lucky I have to say. Unfortunately she only has 4 brothers :-(
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=Midnight-Vanguard Oct 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ah well... I guess I have to keep looking then... hehe
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Well I wish you every success - you certainly deserve it :-)

I must say it did take me over 30 years to find Kat!
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